Dream

I was born and it takes great odd to be born but fortunately, I was also born into a good family and a great generation. I was not born to the richest or greatest family but they are kind enough to provide me food, shelter, education and everything else. But I don't know why I fell everyone is special and also has a purpose. But nowadays I have been asking this question to myself.  "Whether or not I'm using my time on this earth in the right way?". I mean I still am a student and I go to school and come back home and study. I am quite good at it too. Accepted not the best but still good and I can improve but when I look around I don't actually find anything great happening with the 1st position among the 860 students compared to the 44 out of 860. I wanna do great in life and I need more than education but don't know what? I always question if checking and refreshing facebook from time to time is going to do any good. I don't know what to do to get out of this unproductive circle I'm stuck in. But I also question myself sometimes that am the one who needs to think about it or should the educated law stake-holders who designed the system should think for themselves. I see a lot of people who have submerged them self into the system and are working on it daily but aren't getting anywhere. I have an existential crisis and so do many and the problem is the system but this system is also a part of the country and the world. We live in this so-called competitive Capitalist system but as Karl Marks said this competition has taken out the joy of work from all work and occupation. By saying this I am not talking about Communism but rather a dream that through automation, the division of labor, increase in efficiency and equalization of capital somehow we could provide all the people with all basic needs and also more than their basic need. Making MONEY useless and in that process asking everyone to forget the system and to produce work to show for. I mean everyone in the world today is born and then they have a time till they die. Today these people (including me) we are stuck in this labyrinth that judges us for our economic and material success. But what if it didn't. If everyone had everything or at least everything required they/we would be forced to produce more than economic success. We would need to produce literary works, research paper, physical goods and other many things to show for. This would at the end make us (human civilization) move in the way of success and thereby seeing a growth in human progress never seen before. All human effort only in the field that matters (any field) instead of mindless overproduction and consumption. This is a  dream for a move evolved nation and a more evolved world that I have.